Self-Awareness


A better to-do list

A better to-do list

Today's Raspberries: A photo that is somewhat but not necessarily related to the following post. This morning during my sporadic (some days I'm disciplined, most days I'm not) quiet time I wrote. Mostly prayers of the "please guide me" variety. My last scribbles of the morning were: simplify be content ...

Tired, of the good life

Tired, of the good life

I'm tired. Of trying to do everything really well, I can't. I can only do my best and what frustrates the heck out of me is that even my best isn't nearly good enough. Don't tell my kids I said this, I tell them the opposite all the time. I'm ...

Monday Mama Thoughts

Monday Mama Thoughts

Perhaps it was reading Lori's lovely post this morning, which reminded me once again (like I need reminding when my eldest is almost as high as my shoulder) how my babies are way past babies and growing much too fast. If not because of those thoughts it certainly was because ...

Weeds & Wildflowers

Weeds & Wildflowers

My mom gave me a copy of this poem years ago when our 9 year old was still a baby. I love this poem and it has given me perspective when I've badly needed it and also been a reminder that I'm doing a good job. I had hoped to ...

Taking Care of Business

Taking Care of Business

I think the mental gymnastics of the past couple weeks is over. The period of spring transition, any transition really, predictably hits me with feelings of insecurity and inadequacy as well as general overwhelm-ment (not a word but suits my purposes) with life. Problem is I forget that I go ...

Soul Journey up Speckled Mountain

Soul Journey up Speckled Mountain

The journey had a difficult start. A challenging conversation in the car with my best friend about our purpose - loving and serving others, and how to do that - simplifying our lives. Ouch. My current creative pursuits and general spring time busy-ness hasn't left a lot of time for ...

Raising Beds, Lowering Expectations

Raising Beds, Lowering Expectations

It started innocently enough when there was still 2 feet of snow on the ground. Reading a book or two that encouraged me to grow more of our own food. Just a few more tomato plants than last year, a couple rows of corn (Brienne's favorite summer vegetable), some strawberries, ...