Future unknown

April 19, 2009

At heart she's a homemaker. All she ever really wanted was a husband, a home and babies to call her own.

Deep down he's a visionary and adventurer. But he's also a provider, protector and steadier than steady.

Her heart and dreams are wrapped up in this man. He is hers and she belongs to him. And now he invites her, asks her to take his hand on adventures beyond their home & hearth. Beyond the white fence, the little garden and her kitchen window facing the rising sun. He's not sure where they might go, he and her and their young ones. But he has dreams and wants to lead, but not without her walking by his side.

"My home", she thinks. My space, my own. But he has said and she agrees home is where you and my children are.

She knows that she can trust this man, he hasn't let her down. But still so many unknowns... and change is not her favorite, probably her least. And yet the opportunity exists in that hazy future for opportunities unheard of and creative ventures few experience (along with a lot of hard work and uncertainty).

She knows in the end, she would follow this man to the ends of earth and perhaps that is what scares her most.